Chapter 81
 Worse Than Being Treated Like a Mercenary
At that moment.
Annette was fuming at Cardin.
At first, the way he blurted out only what he wanted to say and then ran away had just left her dumbfounded.
But the more she thought about it, the more ridiculous it felt.
âI mean, at least give a person some time to reply, shouldnât you?â
No matter how unpleasant the subject, to bolt the instant âthat roomâ was mentionedâŚ
âUghhh!â
âMy lady, please donât worry too much. Since His Highness stepped forward, things will pass without any big trouble.â
Larisa, thinking Annette was anxious because of the people from the Kingdom of Hayworth, spoke soothingly as she watched her mistress angrily mauling the rabbit dollâs ears.
âHuh? Oh⌠right.â
Annette gave an awkward smile, her expression turning subtly complicated.
In truth, when she first set out for the Grand Duchy, sheâd often thought back to the Royal Knights.
But ever since arriving at the ducal castle, she hadnât given themâor even Hayworth itselfâso much as a thought.
That was why todayâs visit had startled and unsettled her all the more.
Even now, though sheâd heard Cardin was meeting Jeon and Luke, she found herself concerned only with Cardin.
She was surprised at herself for being so completely absorbed in him.
ăMy guess is that the Kingdom of Hayworth has come to ask House Harzent to lend them knights for subjugating demonic beasts.ă
But as soon as she let her thoughts stray toward Hayworth, a headache pressed in.
âHow could that even happen?â
Yes, she had led the charge against the dangerous beasts, but for the entire balance of power to collapse just because one person was gone?
She found it hard to believe, given the years she had fought alongside the knights and seen them perform their duties admirably.
âMaybe it was my faultâŚâ
Perhaps she had robbed the other knights of their chances to grow.
Forgetting entirely how many times she had saved their lives, Annette instead blamed herself, thinking she had failed to train the Royal Knights properly.
âIf only I had learned the sword formally from a young age, I could have raised the whole orderâs level in a more systematic way.â
Yet apart from this guilt, she was furious that Hayworth had even dared to make such a request of House Harzent.
She didnât know exactly how much the beast subjugations strained Hayworthâs finances, but she did know it was a matter tied directly to the kingdomâs survival.
If the beasts werenât properly contained, the suffering would fall squarely on the citizens. And more often than not, that meant not just property damage but loss of life.
To think they hadnât even tried to resolve such a crisis on their own before immediately asking another country for aidâŚ
âŚTo think it was something they could so easily beg for.
For Annette, who had spent ten years risking her body in beast hunts, it was almost disheartening.
At the very least, they could have recruited more knights, or reassigned elites from the Royal Guard to the subjugation force.
âAnd if even that were impossible, they could have hired mercenariesâŚâ
Annette froze.
She realized only then that Hayworth was treating House Harzentâs knights as though they were mercenaries.
âNo, worse than mercenaries.â
Because mercenaries are at least paid fairly.
But Hayworth had no intention of offering any compensation, only of asking for help.
They could be this shameless only because she was destined to become the Grand Duchess.
âHow could they⌠all the way to the endâŚâ
A hollow laugh slipped out.
They didnât care one bit how she was faring here, yet they could still make such demands.
âSo to them⌠I really am not even the slightest bit of a daughter.â
It wasnât new knowledge, but the bitterness still struck fresh.
Perhaps that was thanks to the people she had met here, who had taught her emotions sheâd never known before.
Annette bit her lip in dismay.
If House Harzent had disliked her presence, it might have been easier.
âThen I wouldnât even be agonizing like this.â
House Harzent could reject Hayworthâs request, and she could simply smolder in silence.
Butâ
ăIf the princess were to ask me to send aid, I would gladly dispatch my knights to Hayworth with no conditions at all.ă
Cardinâs words stabbed painfully at her heart.
Truthfully, thinking of her former subordinates, the Royal Knights, and of the citizens who would directly suffer, she wanted to ask him to help right away.
Yet at the same time, she wanted to spurn the kingâs request.
Partly out of spite for putting her in this positionâbut more than thatâŚ
âWhat a wasteâŚâ
She couldnât bear the thought of the people of the ducal castleâher safe havenâhaving to go out and suffer on her account.
Even if the ducal knights considered beast hunts routine work, she still hated the idea.
âIt would be better if I went myself.â
Of course, she knew it was absurd for the Grand Duchess-to-be to personally join Hayworthâs beast subjugations.
But it still felt preferable to exhausting her people.
âMy wrist has healed anywayâŚâ
She caught herself thinking it and gave a rueful shake of her head.
She wasnât even in a state to meet with the Royal Knights right now.
Clearly, she needed to talk with Cardin again.
âFirst Iâll confirm if Hayworth really did request aid from the duchy, and thenâŚâ
But the memory of him spitting out his words and fleeing flashed back.
âCan we even have a proper conversation?â
She thought sheâd be lucky just to see his face.
And again, she felt anger flare at the image of him so blatantly walking away.
Annette pressed down on the rabbit dollâs belly with all her pent-up fury.
â P-p-princess, happy birthday.
ââŚPft.â
She nearly burst into laughter at hearing Cardinâs voice come from the doll. Barely suppressing it, she pressed the belly again.
â Princess, happy birthday.
This time she didnât bother holding back; a faint smile softened her lips.
Why was it that, though she was so angry at him, the sound of his voice could melt it all away?
Feeling calmer, Annette realized sheâd been far too hasty.
She had never thought of herself as impatient, nor as someone with wild mood swings.
Yet when it came to Cardin, she kept discovering sides of herself sheâd never known.
And whatâs more, she kept wanting to impulsively pour those feelings out to him.
âTo tell him that because of him, I feel emotions Iâve never felt before, and it leaves me so confusedâŚâ
âŚBut not unhappy.
Though the thought of confessing scared her, she felt she couldnât bear not to say it.
That must have been why, strangely, a hopeful thought crept in.
That if she revealed her feelings, perhaps he too would finally reveal the truth heâd been hidingâŚ
Annette let out a deep sigh and pressed the dollâs belly once more.
As Cardinâs voice played again and again, Larisa began looking weary.
Still, her mistress, engrossed with the toy, was undeniably adorable.
Even yesterday, after quarreling with the master, she had clung to the doll with a sulky face. And today, except for a short trip to the library, she hadnât let go of it either.
Seeing her openly unable to hide her affection stirred in Larisa an improper, forbidden thought.
She smirked mischievously.
âMy lady, if you keep playing His Lordshipâs voice like that, youâll need to replace the magic stone soon.â
ââŚHuh?â
Annette, compulsively pressing the dollâs belly like an addict, raised her head.
âWhat do you mean?â
âHis Lordship said it himself, didnât he? That the doll is a magic tool. Magic tools run on magic stones, and once theyâre spent, you have to replace them.â
âR-really?â
Annette leapt to her feet, startled.
âThen how do I replace it? Is it expensive?â
âWellâŚâ
To common folk, of course it was costly. But for Annette, who hugged a doll with a first-class black diamond gleaming in its eyes, it was hardly an expense to worry about.
âItâs nothing you need to concern yourself over, my lady.â
Larisa answered wisely, adding:
âIf you ever need it, just tell the court magician.â
Relieved, Annette exhaled and began to sit down againâwhen suddenly:
ââŚThe magician? Right, Martin!â
âMy lady?â
âLarisa, letâs go to Martin right now.â
âWhat? All of a sudden? But I donât think the magic stone needs replacing yetâŚâ
âHurry!â
Annette dashed for the door, then stopped abruptly.
Larisa, who was scrambling after her, halted as Annette carefully set the rabbit doll on the bed, even tucking the blanket around it.
âMy lady?â
Werenât we going to replace the magic stone?
âLarisa, letâs go!â
With sparkling eyes, Annette strode ahead.
Still bewildered, Larisa hurried to follow.
Bang!
ââŚ?!â
Elsewhere, Samuel blinked as the door slammed shut before him.
His nose hadnât even hit it, yet it throbbed, and he rubbed it cautiously before knocking and stepping in.
âYour HighnessâŚ?â
Peeking in, he saw Cardin inside, mask cast aside, chest heaving as he tried to contain his fury.
âAre you all right?â
âAll right?â
Cardin shot him an incredulous look, his voice biting.
âNot at all. Those bastards from Hayworthâhave they completely lost their minds?â