Episode 5
Elianoâs lips trembled uncontrollably. The Emperor pressed his lips deeply against hers. As he pulled back, he whispered lowly.
âDid you really think I wouldnât know anything?â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âIâve been patient enough with you, Lia. All those little tricks youâve been playingâŚâ
âYour Majesty, are you still doubting me? That spy isâŚâ
Marcel kissed her again. Eliano didnât resist the emperorâs kiss or the hands undoing her clothes. She simply closed her eyes. She intended to keep them closed the entire time. But even that, Marcel wouldnât allow.
Lifting her up, he placed her on his desk and lightly slapped her cheek, ordering her to open her eyes. Humiliation washed over her.
âIf you donât open your eyes, Iâll stop. Donât you want to carry the seed you desire so much? Then youâll have to satisfy me.â
Eliano could no longer endure how he treated her like a plaything. No matter how much she needed a child, she couldnât bear this level of humiliation. She slapped Marcelâs hand away as he grabbed her chest and snapped angrily.
âForget it! I donât need your seed! Iâd rather be deposed and die as a barren woman!â
Her words seemed to ignite something in Marcel. He used his strength to push her back down onto the desk. The impact left her head throbbing as she hit it, and her scream echoed briefly before Marcel cursed and continued his rough, violent actions.
She knew she had to scream. Marcel, who cared so much about appearances, would surely stop if she did⌠But then Marcelâs tone shifted back to that of the emperor.
âIf someone comes, Iâll stop. Iâll never come to you again, and perhaps Iâll even take the lead in having you deposed as empress.â
âIf you hate this so much, then scream, Empress.â
Eliano couldnât scream.
âI know you donât love me anymore. I know all you want is my seed. And Iâm giving it to you!â
With every angry word Marcel shouted, her body was shaken violently.
âLook at yourself, lying beneath me. The once noble empress, now begging for a childâŚâ
That day, the emperor took her like a beast. There was no consideration, only the release of all his anger. Who had the right to be angry here? Eliano felt a deep sense of injustice.
âSo this is why I canât stand you. Even if I donât love you, Lia, you should still love me. Everyoneâs telling me to depose you, but Iâm the one keeping you here!â
An act without love only brought pain.
âMake some noise. You werenât like this in Lynxgen. Feel somethingâŚ!â
Marcelâs attempts to elicit pleasure from her only felt like another way to humiliate her. But Eliano endured it and did what he wanted. To survive, she needed to have a child. Unbearable tears streamed down her face.
âYour tears are still as precious as jewels.â
Marcel whispered lazily as he licked her tears. The act continued until Eliano collapsed from exhaustion.
***
âLia, my love⌠I was wrong⌠Donât cry. I didnât mean to hurt youâŚâ
When she opened her eyes, Emperor Marcel was crying. He apologized with a face full of guilt. Eliano saw this as an opportunity. She felt something disappear inside her. Though it left her hollow, her mind grew clearer.
âI know you did it because you love me, Your Majesty. You still love me, donât you?â
Eliano spoke words she didnât mean as she seduced the emperor. She had decided to live in the same world as the concubines she had once scorned. When Eliano shed tears, the Emperor started visiting the empressâs palace again.
From that day on, her tears became her true weapon. Eliano began to fully realize the power of the emperorâs love. She understood in her bones what it meant for the women of the imperial palace to rely entirely on the emperorâs favorâand that the empress was no exception.
Eliano gave up her pride and took back the tears that had previously represented her frugality. With a sorrowful face and tears streaming down, she began seeking the emperorâs embrace.
âI canât live without you.â
She even knocked on the emperorâs bedchamber herself and went into his arms.
âI missed you so much. I canât sleep unless Iâm in your arms.â
Eliano fulfilled all of the emperorâs desires in bed. Thankfully, he never took her like he had that day outside of the bedroom.
âLia, my love. Youâre the only one for me. Youâre the only one who truly loves me. Please, be kind to me.â
In truth, it was her lingering love that allowed her to act this way, more than the need to survive. Without it, she wouldnât have been able to endure the humiliation and disgrace. Eliano felt that she could do anything to escape this miserable reality.
***
âFlint Howard of Bianteca greets Her Majesty, the Empress of Zacador. Please excuse this unannounced visit as I make my proposal tonight.â
That nightâs uninvited guest infiltrated the empressâs bedroom, leaving no room for her to turn him away. He did not have a weapon, yet Eliano gripped the dagger hidden in her sleeve tightly.
âDuke Howard⌠Do you truly think this situation makes any sense?â
Unable to hide her anger, Eliano addressed the man. To be exact, this meeting had been forced, with her lady-in-waiting threatened into arranging it. No matter how nostalgic it might have been to see someone from her homeland, Eliano had no goodwill for a rogue from an enemy nation.
Such a meeting was beyond inappropriateâit was dangerous.
âDid the Rosana Duchy grow angry because Iâve renounced Bianteca? Or is this an attempt by Bianteca to deal with a traitor from their homeland?â
âBianteca never expected anything from Your Majesty in the first place.â
âNothing? Do you think Iâm a fool? The moment the empress denied her homeland and remained childless, their dreams of meddling in Zacadorâs internal affairs vanished.â
âBianteca has no room to care about such things because of your familyâs circumstances.â
The back-and-forth dragged on.
âThe roots of a noblewoman lie in Bianteca.â
âRoots?â At the long-forgotten term, Eliano murmured.
âI have no intention of denying my origins here, but I am the empress of Zacador. I am a Zacadorian.â
To survive, Eliano had lived by denying her origins, insisting over and over that she was not Biantecan but Zacadorian. Yet the label of âBiantecaâ still caused her problems.
âThat is precisely your roots, Your Majesty. Iâve lived in Zacador for 20 years, yet Iâve never forgotten my roots for even a moment. I believe the same is true for you.â
Speaking calmly was Flint Howard, a Biantecan with the unique background of having been born in Zacador. Eliano twisted her lips and retorted.
âUnlike you, I lived peacefully and happily in Lynxgen. Weâre not the same.â
The Howard family had suffered through a string of tragedies, but Eliano had enjoyed a blissful honeymoon in Lynxgen. It was the price of Biantecaâs defeat in a reckless war initiated by Emperor Leopold during the early years of his reign. As part of the fallout, Maximilian Howard, a renowned Biantecan general, was sent as a hostage to Zacador, where he fathered Flint Howard. Born posthumously after his fatherâs death and soon losing his mother as well, Flint spent a troubled childhood in Lynxgen.
With the loyalty and help of his late parents’ supporters, he survived and eventually returned to Bianteca with the crown prince, which many saw as a miracle. If Emperor Leopoldâs older brother, Flintâs grandfather, hadnât died right before giving up the throne, Flintâs life would have been completely different.
âRoots⌠How fitting for someone called the âTragic Crown Prince.â But donât try to confuse me with such words. Iâm not like you.â
Eliano mocked him. The nickname âTragic Crown Princeâ had originated in Zacador.
When Flint Howard became famous across the continent, Eliano made remarks about his family background to discredit him.
âThe Duke of Howard is a tragic figure.
Crown Prince Alphonsus died due to **illness** (or another unspecified reason). In Bianteca, the rules say the firstborn inherits the throne, so only he could have become king, regardless of gender issues in their society. Without him, there wouldnât be a clear heir to take over.
Zacador frequently mocked Bianteca, accusing its late emperor of poisoning his elder brother out of ambition. Elianoâs comments added fuel to those rumours. Because of her sharp tongue, Flint Howardâs solid friendship with Biantecaâs crown prince had once wavered.
Yet, standing before her now, Flintâs face remained calm.
Suddenly, he asked her.
âSo, are you happy now?â
As empress of Zacador, Eliano was surrounded by wealth.
Everything she wore and owned was lavishly adorned, yet she looked like she carried the weight of the worldâs burden and sorrow. Flint felt a mix of surprise at the change in the once-innocent noblewoman and sympathy for her.
âAnd are you happy, serving the son of your enemy?â Eliano countered.
âI didnât expect you to bring up such an outdated title.â
âYouâll need to get used to it since itâs your badge of honour now.â
Though mocked as a puppet empress, Eliano, the mistress of the Zacadorian imperial palace, had access to the continentâs most sensitive information. Some even said she knew more than Emperor Marcel himself.
âHave you come to cause friction between my husband and me? Thatâs a lowly task for a gentleman of Bianteca.â
Eliano removed a silver ornament from her hair and dropped it into the teapot, stirring it with deliberate elegance.
Flintâs eyes followed her movements.
After setting down the ornament, she poured tea with a refined grace that was interrupted by his next words.
âIâve come to take the princess home.â
âWhatâŚ?â
Tea spilt over the edge of the cup.
âDonât you want to escape this reality? If you take my hand, you can live out the rest of your life peacefully in your homeland.â
Eliano filled another cup with unwavering precision, but her gaze, reflected in the tea, trembled violently. Though she quickly suppressed her emotions, Flint noticed the fleeting change. To further emphasize his point, he added, âThis is the will of Demian Rosana.â
At that name, her green eyes took on a different hue, reminiscent of lush greenery yet darkened by something else.
Demian Rosana.
The young duke of the Rosana family was Elianoâs twin brother. Once inseparable, calling each other halves of a whole, they had drifted apart long ago. Affection and trust had been replaced by resentment and hatred.
Though Eliano had supported her family with immense wealth and devoted herself to the Rosana household, they, and especially Demian, had abandoned her in her most desperate and vulnerable moments.
âYou may not believe it, but he worries about you.â
Before Flint could finish, Eliano threw her teacup at him. The cold tea drenched Flint, prompting a sigh from his attendant. The man had warned Flint not to mention Demianâs name, but the upright Flint had insisted on revealing the truth.
Elianoâs eyes turned bloodshot.
“How dare you make fun of me?”
She couldnât contain her rage. Another teacup shattered against the floor, though this time Flint dodged it.
âAre you planning to use me as a stepping stone to conquer Zacador? Whose idea is this? How noble of them! This must be Demianâs doing. What did that man promise you? A shortcut to the throne?â
Eliano panted angrily, her temper flaring as though Demian himself stood before her.
“The emperor is more trustworthy than Demian Rosana!”
Her face flushed red, and her green eyes gleamed with malice. But beneath the anger lay betrayal and disappointment.
âYouâre a pitiful empress, Your Majesty. Marcel Zacador is not a man you can trust.â
Flint calmly spoke as he brushed the tea from his wet hair.
You are pitiful.. I am just liking flawed to your regression at this point
Maybe it’s the pacing, but I’ve had a hard time making sense of some of the events as things seem contradictory or tangled. It’s probably just me, but I’m babbling anyway.