Chapter 85 â The Person You Reach For
Meisel had ordered a gorgeous reddish-pink dress from Kuter, but it was too heavy.
âHeâs not really going to stand me up, right?â
Even though her hope was fading, she clung to it. The festival hadnât ended yet, so there was still time. If she gave up and went back now, and he arrived afterward, it would be too unfair.
She wiped the sweat off her forehead under her hood and snapped at the maid following behind her.
âWhy are you so slow?â
The maid, distracted by a nearby stall, hurried to catch up.
âSorry, my lady.â
âGo buy me a cold juice!â Meisel ordered, pointing to the stall with a long line of customers.
âYes, right away!â the maid replied and ran off to join the line.
âSheâll take forever to come back with just one drink,â Meisel muttered, annoyed. Everyone else seemed to be enjoying themselves, which only made her more irritated.
âMeanwhile, Iâm wasting my time looking for someone who might not even come.â
As she grumbled and glared at passing couples, someone suddenly spoke to her.
âMy lady, may I interest you in a fine necklace?â
A hooded peddler held out a necklace.
âWhat? I donât want it.â
But the man didnât retreat.
âIt contains a lucky stone that can help you achieve your wishes. A rare, one-of-a-kind piece.â
Meisel almost dismissed it outright, but when she glanced at it, the small stone did glow with a soft yellow lightâunusually convincing for a fake.
She waved her hand to refuse, but the man suddenly grabbed her shoulder.
âLet go!â
When she looked into his eyes, she froze. They were a vivid golden-yellow, tinged with orange and streaked with red, like blood or molten gold. His presence was strange and unsettling.
ââŚWhy should I trust a street peddlerâs junk?â she demanded.
The man chuckled softly.
âI am no mere peddler, my lady. You could call me a shaman.â
âA shaman? You mean a fortune-teller?â
In the Empire, the word âshamanâ had disappeared. The few who remained in the border mountains were considered little more than scam artists.
He didnât seem offended, only amused.
âCall it what you will. Shamans can glimpse the future.â
âAnd this necklace really works?â
âThat depends.â
When she reached for it, he pulled it back.
âMagic only works if you truly believe. If you wear it with a sincere heart, it will hold great power. If you doubt it, itâs nothing but a stone.â
âThen why me?â
His pupils narrowed vertically, like a beastâs.
âBecause your desperate heart called me here. Thereâs a man whose affection you want to win, isnât there?â
Her lemon-yellow eyes clouded over, then cleared.
ââŚHow do you know that?â
âMy god sees all things.â
ââŚGod?â
âSo. Do you want it or not? Just say the word.â
Dazed, Meisel whispered, âI want it.â
âGood.â
He fastened the necklace around her neck, smiling.
âFor you, my lady, itâs a gift.â
At that moment, her maid called out, breathless, holding a cup of juice. When Meisel turned backâthe man was gone.
âWhere did he go?â
She touched her neck. The necklace was still there. It wasnât a dream. Strangely, her body felt hot, and her mind hazy.
âAre you alright, my lady? Your face is red,â the maid fussed.
âIâm fine,â Meisel muttered, snatching the juice and drinking it down in one go.
âNo matter what, I came this far. I have to meet the Duke.â
The highlight of the festival was the famous music fountain. At the stroke of the hour, water jets soared into the sky, glittering under the lights as they danced in rhythm with music.
âWow!â the crowd gasped. Even Tiern, who hated mages, muttered, âWell⌠itâs worth seeing.â
Almost everyone had rushed to the lakeside, leaving the shops and streets quiet.
âAre you cold?â Loic asked, standing beside me, shielding me from the wind.
âNo, itâs perfect.â
The mist from the fountain carried to the terrace, cool and refreshing. His sharp eyes glanced at me, worried I might not be enjoying myself. His neat black hair was tousled by the wind.
âBend down a little,â I said.
Without question, he leaned closer. I gently fixed his messy bangs. He still wore gloves under his robe, even though he knew they couldnât block the curse on his body. He had only worn them for my sake.
The thought made my eyes sting. I tugged his hood up over his head.
âA-Annette?â
Pulling on the hood drew his face closer.
âLoic, letâs go down.â
âNow? Butââ
âItâs fine. Just trust me.â
Still bewildered, he let me tug him along. From the room, Tiern and the others stared in shock.
âWeâll go alone,â I said firmly. Too many people would draw attention. Tiern frowned, then met Loicâs gaze and stayed behind.
Outside, the knights at the entrance started to follow but froze at Loicâs silent signal.
The streets, lit brightly, were nearly empty as everyone else was by the lake. It felt like the path had been cleared just for us.
âDuring the fountain show, itâs quiet here. We can take a look around,â I whispered.
After a few steps, Loic stopped suddenly. When I turned, he was staring at me under the glow of the fountain lights. His face was bare of shadows now, his expression hard to read. He seemed short of breath, maybe anxious.
âIs something wrong? Do you feel uncomfortable?â
His throat moved as he swallowed. I remembered his words: âIâve never liked being touched.â
âShould we just go back?â I asked, letting go of his robe.
âNo.â
He caught my wrist, slipped off one glove, and clasped my hand firmly in his bare one.
âItâs better to hold hands. We might lose each other.â
âR-RightâŚâ
I wanted to ask why he had to take off the glove, but before I could, he led me forward, holding my hand gently but securely.